Posts tagged Confused

Is it me or are we going down hill? I’m kinda sadden about it, like, oh… ok.. I see how it is. Yes, completely flirt with me saying all of these crap here and there. Then later on do something else. Sir, that is what I like to call lending on and using someone.. I hate that, honestly, I don’t act like this with ANYONE, you were the only exception for that. Well, hey, what the hell, I guess I’ll be on the down low and keep it to myself. You frustrate me a lot. You can’t make up your mind. It’s either do the one or the other (pick your choice). Yeah, I’m sick and tired of being alone, it hurts me a lot. But this is kinda making it worst too…. Well apparently I have more stress on my chest now.

I just can’t get myself out of this rut apparently. I’m a mess, I’m a loser, I always get myself in the most horrible situations ever. I pretty much hate my life. Said and done.